you just left a big scar & caused a tsunami

Assalammualaikum~ 

Why...... can't I be happy. Today, I'm supposed to be happy. In the end, something just made my day worst. Maybe I don't deserve to be happy. Maybe I laughed too much before this. That's why my days nowadays turned upside down. its like my happy soul have been taken out from my body. 

Why...... when I tried to make the situation better; People just see the negative side on why I didn't do the things earlier. There are hidden reasons to that. People just can't accept the good news without blaming people first. 

Why...... do people expect me to understand every single person. I'm not perfect. I'm not psychic. I cannot read people's minds. I'm just a human being. 

Why....... can't you give me a break and let me be happy. Its hard enough to mask this hurt feelings. All this hatred, madness, confusion, pressure. I want it to end.

Why....... am I still alive? because Allah still want to see my journey. Allah want to see me face all the challenges and test my patience. How far can I grow on becoming a successful person. Every steps that I make, there sure will be obstacles along the way. I just need to be more patient. More patient. More patient. More patient with life. Allah show me the way. Help me endure all this problems. 

I love being a muslim. Allah the almighty. Everytime we're in some kind of a problem, we seek guidance from Allah. Everytime we're successful, we thank Allah for making our dreams come true. Allahhuakhbar! 

You can do it, Zureen! There's more challenges to come. This is just the beginning! Never Give Up! Take the risk! S2

Assalammualaikum. Good Night <3 

Head's still attached to my body =3

Assalammualaikum and a very good evening y’all~

I’ve been neglecting my blog for quite a few days now…..

These few days….. I’ve been down, down, down, down, BANG *Head just hit the ground…. Hahahah!

So yeah, things don’t always turn out as perfectly as you think. Maybe the things that you expect to happen don’t turn out as fun as the one you’re expecting. So as to not make yourself disappointed as things turned out not the way you want it to be, you’ve got to face the music. Don’t have high expectations. Not all plans are perfect.

Lets just say, when the work’s done. Alhamdullillah it turned out quite well. Congratulate yourself that other people enjoyed it. A very important lesson I learnt from Abg ripin ; “Always practice in ourselves when doing something or any task, don't expect anything in return”

I’m blaming myself for not making your plans come to life. Sorry if your plan was altered. Honestly speaking, I thought I have understood the plan quite well. I re-read it several times before I proceed doing the plans. I was confident at that time. One thing is I panicked as I saw my former president make a surprise visit on seeing how our activities were done. So, I just can’t delay the games waiting for the others to explain.

Making all the orders, the arrangements. Alhamdulillah, jibah volunteered in sorting out the jobs. And also the others you have worked their butts off that day. A round of applause for them people =)

If only………….

1-you were there to re-explain this game.

2-I didn’t forget to call a meeting.

3-the person help in explaining the games, rather than having a short-circuit and went ballistic.

4-all of them were committed.

5-the other person support me rather than leaving me alone.

6-they didn’t play the “blame” game.

7-I realized that I just “altered” the game.

8-I didn’t panicked.

9-I can multi-task in a flash.

10-I can make clones like naruto, so I can do all the work.

11-I can shout out all my feelings in front of them…………..

12-you can stop treating me like that.

13-you realized how rude you were.

14-you listen to what I say.

15-you don’t make me repeat myself several times.

Anyway, that’s all the “If Only” lists….. Lets not be a pessimist and start with a more optimistic comment..

I’m glad…….

1-the junior didn’t noticed our flaws.

2-Most of them are committed.

3-Most listen to what I instructed.

4-some of them acted professionally.

5-my former president said, “A job well done”.

6-he gave me more advices.

7-that I have close friends, who are willing to support me all the way.

8-my parents gave me their upmost support.

9-that I can control myself.

10-Most give them commitment and cooperation to me.

11-they respect me as who I am.

12-I have let it all out.

13-to see some improvement in them.

14-to know that I still have people who care about me and were with me when I was in such disasterrific situation.

15-we have prepared for the next activity early.

Now, done with the “I’m glad” lists… I’ll make a new lists of genuine thoughts that I would like to share..

I hope…..

1-our friendship still lasts.

2-our proposal to be approved.

3-our upcoming activity will turn out well.

4-the others be more committed.

5-I gain more respect as I respect them.

6-Them people work more professionally.

7-this dilemma would end.

8-they know how much I appreciate their support and commitment.

9-this problem won’t come up anymore.

10-we grow stronger bonds amongst ourselves.

11-I can be a better more wiser leader.

12-this organization maintain as the most awesomest club ever!

I love you all S2

Moments of the heart:

I saw you, you saw me. I waved and smiled at you- just to hide my thumping heartbeat accelerating. Then I saw your deep sharp eyes looking at me. As if you don’t want to entertain me. I felt something bad. Are you sending me signals telling me to stop loving you, telling me to give up on you? You didn’t smiled back like you used to. That made me more sure that you just don’t want me at your sight. Alright. If that’s what you want, I’ll try my best in hiding myself from you. But even me myself can’t stop this beating in my heart. Just so you know, I still have feelings for you.. Its been years and the heart just won’t stop. Glad to see that you’re healthy =)

I knowwww….its cheesy and all that. I just can’t stop myself. Jiwang le tu =p HAHAH!

May I have a better May! God bless April!

Assalammualaikum! Chau! ;D

such a spontaneous day =D

Assalammualaikum and good evening loves!

 

Lotsa things happen today. was it good ? bad ? not really. i'll just call it life =) everyone makes mistakes. without making those mistakes, how are we supposed to learn doing the right things? no? 

Firstly, sorry late dear matul! 

Congratulations to Matul for getting a GOLD Medal in the Netball Competition Group D *batuk2* tuhaa group. ;p 

Hehe...Handal yaaaa kaka matul ahhh. *wink2. 

Next, what happenned in school? 

-Chem marks is added with our exercises. THIS, pulled my assessment mark DOWN. First, i got an E (47.5%). Then, correction, mark increased to D (52.5%). Final marks, I got an E (48%). x(     very devastating

-Maths makes people easily stressed when it comes to difficult equations =.=

-BIO. wow. I got a U. and I'm not proud of that. I really need to work hard. EXTRA Hard.

-Got Adv Club meeting in the afternoon with High Comms, Logistics and planners. securities some. Discussed about the upcoming cca for the juniors. 

My mood today is really.... serious =.= And I dislike it. Serious due to mood. Well, I'm not THAT serious all day. Around 4-ish, while waiting for wana's mother, we went chit-chatting at the parking lot with fathin and mas. Along came suf. played around with him. laughter all the way. ;D 

Anyway, mas fathin and I arrived at my house in one piece. Alhamdulillah =D So, they spontaneously stayed at my house till 10pm. Discussing about Adventure Club having a suggestion box. credits to mas ;D Then there was wana, coming to take my photocopy of IC. Kalinyaa suruhnya mamanya tinggalkan kedidia di rumah ah. bagus ihh. kan lepak ganya anak anii~ 

Today was fun yet serious. Half of the day, I was down. The other half, I was smiling. 

So, today's mood is 50-50 ? =) 

Just in case, if my parents are reading this, I'm really sorry for letting you down with my awful grades. x(   I'll do my best in my AS June. i won't let your money go to waste. I will work harder. I can do my best. Just let me continue with my activities =) I know I can do it! Have faith in me. =) I loveeeee youuuuuuu toooo!! x) 

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Heart concerns: 

The worst feeling in this world is not knowing if you should continue or give up. I sometimes can feel like I'm being avoided. Maybe I annoy you, or maybe you found out which makes you feel awkward or something. This crush is one of a kind. No matter how many times I tried to avoid you or give up or forget you, I just can't. I feel like throwing myself to the bottom of the well. 

OKAY Zureen. You should stop now. *slaps herself* 

Night people! 

Assalammualaikum! 

Long story, short

Assalammualaikum and a very good evening dear readers~

Yesterday, at school. Had a great yet crazy time with deejah and madi. =D Got to know interesting things from them. but i missed one ummah. well, my priority this year is Adventure Club. Wait.. A level first, then MPs then Adventure Club =p

nowadays.... i get tensed easily. too much pressure i guess. or its just me, thinking too much. I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that i melted? No. =.= I'm trying my hardest to be carefree enough so that I can sort out all these things peacefully. I just can't do it when I receive everything at the same time. It's just insane! Stop driving me nuts! So yeah.... I'll try to not get too stressed out.

When it comes to work, they say I can't be "soft-hearted". I have to be mean. I must. But that just doesn't suit me. I'll try to do it my own way. I have to be strict but not rude. I have to be bossy, but not too demanding. I have to be nice yet professional. In work, there's no friends. You have do it fair and square. We can't trust people that easily. We have to listen to both sides. Be fair. Be nice. Be responsible. Be trustworthy. And that folks, is what I learnt so far.

Who said being a president is easy? We just have to face everything and do what we can do. Never Give Up! Take the risk! that's our adventure club motto =)

Today, I had Nasyid practice from 8 till 12 at cg Taibah's house. Then, deejah stayed at my house till 4pm. After that, went to Makam. the usual routine =) Lastly, we went to Uncle Haji Ali's new house =) Cute one ;D Alhamdulillah =D
I just love it when we relatives gather together, talked about things, updating one another. laughing. got a nice feeling on it =D
Especially, when my mother unites with her brothers and sisters, they will laugh out loud, screaming, debating about things. its just great! Having such a family =D And that just made my day.

Along came a text message. I just hate it when i really need my phone at that time, indaa tiaa becredit! Adasajaa banar. selahau. Seriously. I don't know whats going on. I gave an order. Terpulanglah if kamu buat or inda. Don't say that I didn't tell you 'cause I did told you to do so.
I'm not pressuring, but please be honest. If you can't do the job, confront me. tell me honestly why. I'm not gonna eat you alive. come on. communicate with me. If you're gonna hide it, sooner or later someone surely will know about it. so please, share your problems. I'm not a psychic nor do i do telepathy.

okay. I've got to complete my maths and bio now!

Night people. Assalammualaikum!

P.S. Good Luck, you! =D

Hectic!

Hectic very hectic i tell you.... Oh hello there dear readers <3 

Monday, 12th April 2010

I got Maths before lunch!!!! And its MECHANICS.    >(x , x)<    *in case you're wondering, thats a dead birdie. HAHAHAHAHAH* Ohh.. pardon for my craziness. =p Well yeahh,, i sat for the paper. AND it was........... *silent*  NOT THAT GOOD. x( It was hard!!! I don't take physics! I felt like somthing's inside of me died. Mechanics just broke up with me ='( sad story yeah...

During lunch time, there was a meeting with the High-comms feat. the planners ;D Adventure Club business. the meeting was... well.... not really that good. But in a way, it helped me to think MORE. So, I thank you guys for making me think twice. =) I'll have to do my work more carefully and precisely from now onwards.. 

In the afternoon, I felt like leaving school. with maths and all those stuffs. My mood was.... nyehh.. So yeah,, I followed Sufyan, Faiq and Qanzul to a semi-final Netball Tournament. Group C, PTEM against Rimba. PTEM lost. Points 22-05. Handal rimba atu! 

Si kitkat ikut lawan netball. Eh, handal bah tu cousin ku atu. Bangga ku =8D Hahahahahaha! 

Congratulations Cous <3 

Oh yeah,, Sufyan's hilux broke down. Overheat mahn! And we waited for 30mins-50mins for the car to cool down. then go search for water. The car is very thirsty! It drank for around 5 litres of water. The ride was fun! Got my mind off some of mi problemas =D 

Back home, tired tired tired. Got EAS the next day! But yeah, I still have work to do. Cg Taibah called me up on my cellphone, talking about Nasyid tomorrow. Abis credit ku. 10 mins later, Teacher Michael called me up (telipun rumah), discussing about adventure stuffs. 

Done with all the business and planning. I really need my sleep! Around 9-ish, I lied down. Eyes closed. 5 mins after that. "OI KA! AWAL JUA KITA TIDUR!" My cousin, Alim came =.= So yeahh, chat with him for 20mins, then saya suruh dia keluar. saya benar2 nak tidor =^_^=

13th April, 2010

EAS. Assessment. After break. The paper was about John F. Kennedy's speech. We need to comment and make our own speech with his style. It was HARD. For me. Like... WOW. Form 6 is getting harder. This applies when you do LAST MINUTE REVISION. 

The moral of the story: Do not do last minute revision! 

And also, got my maths paper. I got 55%. Its like.... what daaa heck? People say its okay. But for me, nope. The usual marks I got, most are 80% above! i'm really not proud of myself. I really need to work hard on this. My Career depends on it! 

In the afternoon, Juniors only CCA. 'cause seniors are having their assessment. But I came to Adventure Club. I just love them so much ;D Hahahahahah! 

At first, we played Captain Ball. Its like netball without the net. Hahahahahah! Then, for the last 30 mins, we have them into 5 groups. Then, we give them the oppurtunity to plan one activity for us AJKs. On 4th of May. I think they'll torture us!!! OH NO. Tapi jangan silap, we can get you back (6) Heheh! 

Back home... rest... hmm... next day, bio... what should i do?... *picks up biology textbook*... eyes's heavy... doze off...

14th April, 2010 Wednesday

Today, I had my bio paper!!! There were structured questions and one essay to be answered. The paper was supposed to be easy, IF you understand the question! AND Study thouroughly! Grr..... I'm such a couch potato. I feel like throwing myself to the open fire. Nahh~~~ I just love myself too much, I wouldn't hurt my body =3 

Anyway,, It was a bad day... for me. well, some part of the day was not really THAT bad. My chemistry mark went up from an E to a D. THAT made my day. Just a lil. =) 

Overall was not okay, at school. So I went home early at 2pm thanks to Dk Fatin Nur Masayuni Safwana =D Alhamdulillah! 

Oh. Home Sweet Home. I just love my house! Freedom. To SING OUT LOUD!!!! x) 

slept early. stress-free! 

Oh yeah. Something that I learnt during the past three days: "Never do jokes about something serious to a sensitive person." 

Anything that you do, good or bad, you'll have to control the outcome. In the end, you're all alone. =) 

Assalammualaikum <3 

Face the music

Assalammualaikum and good evening! 

Last night, we celebrated our parent's 22nd anniversary at Mangrove Paradise Resort. Compliments to my brother Azri Ar. We ordered a large steamboat, mango fish (NYUM!), kang kong, Nachos Fiesta and some drinks =D

All i can say is, the steamboat was average but the mango fish and nachos were AWESOME. The environment i rate it> 9/10. And the service, i'll give it an 8 out of 10.

So yeah, it was weird that I wore my black dress. (Details: ada lapis, ada seluar, ada tudong, ada galang. HAHAHA) Why? because its my first time in doing so. The first time I wore a dress was on my 15th birthday at my house, a small party. A cute brown dress =) And the second time was on Adventure Club's Appreciation Dinner. The dress was red in colour with some white and black, and I'm bad at describing the design. :p
Okayyy, enough about that. Lets continue..

So, we had a great night. But I was sad because it was incomplete, auntie sephia and my brother Azizi weren't there. Next time, I want us family be together, creating a complete circle. eating together, laughing together and take funny pictures together. =) So nostalgic. Everyone's growing up, I just have to face the real world. We'll go in seperate ways, study overseas or get married. Despite all that, I hope that our bonds will grow stronger. I believe in that. May Allah bless my family =')

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What did I do today? 

In the morning, my family and I plus haadi mano azli and zawir, went to Tungku beach. We had BBQ and fishing. 

My brother Azri and his friends (haadi mano azli zawir) went there early with my father and my elder brother Azizi. Typical guys, fishing early morning! And I was still in bed that time, dreaming about ice cream land! hahahahahah! 

The girls (my mother and the little fake-twin sisters cera gmah) arrived there with lots of food at noon. And as we arrived, the guys were like "akhirrr jua...laparr.." (translation: we're starving and you're late). So, we gave them food till they became so full that they can barely stand up. Serves you right for complaining guys! Hahahah. Guys always make my day with their jokes and characters. Sungguh menghiburkan kerenah durang ani =D 

Long story short: Tummy full. Rest. Clean up. Rest-Clearing the mind. Farewell to the guys. Went straight home. 

IM'ed Azmina.

Zureen: Bike date? mau?

Az: Aku manasaja. kau datang ke rumah ku.

Zureen: okay tu.

Az: Mc if sampai udah.

Zureen: Alamat mu? lupa ku.

Az: spg 2xx-41-14. no.1. 

Zureen: see you there. 

I cycled to her house for 4mins. It was FUN. 'cause its my first time cycling alone on the street. i usually cycled round my house. Loner~ 

Anyway, met Azmina. She picked up her cycle. Then guess what, she got a flat tire! So we cycled back to my house searched the bicycle pump, andd.......... What's wrong with this thing?! 

So we laughed out loud!! It was just. whattt daaaa heckkkkkkk dudeeee? How do you use this thing, is it broken or what?

So, we messaged our friends that lived nearby. Which was Afif, Yazid, Raihan and Mali. 

Our message: "Minta tulung. Kau ada pam basikal? tayar si Azmina pancit." (Translation: Help. do you have a bicycle pump? Azmina's bicycle have a flat tire." 

This was the response we got:

Raihan: ada pulang. tapi pump tayar kerita, bukan basikal. hahahahah! (Pacah wah si raihan ah)

Yazid: Adaaa pulangg. tapi masani aku di tutong. (Me and Azmina =_=")

Afif: Sory rin. Inda ku sadar kau msg ahh. (lagiiii pacah.. time kami abis bebasikal baru ada reply) 

Mali: -NO REPLY. (Esuk di skulahh kau maliii~~~~ kana kau niii =p )

Anyway, Az and I was like crazy people, laughing nonstop. imitating the replies and all that stuff. it was just funny. Sekadar mencari pump tayar, macam emergency banar bah. Hahahahahah!!! 

My bicycle journey was twice's more than Az's journey. If you can see what i mean. From my house to Az's (picked up Az). Then Az's to my house (searching for the bicycle pump). Back to Az's house (antar ea balik). Finally return to my house (Home <3).

Healthy Exercise for Healthy Brain. Healthy Brain for Healthy results (?) hahahah! I've got my maths assessment on mechanics tomorrow! Somebody help me! I really need to revise! Wish me luck guys! =D 

 Last but not least.............Curahan hati ku.....

I just want to say this to the person but just can't. 

[Hey. taking just a little of your precious time won't hurt. mun inda mau, bagitau lah. but mun bagitau atu buleh inda "ouch" kah. The way kau cakap atu macam kan bagitau aku cani "Mana utak atu kan?" Sakit jua tu. Cubatah bagitau atu cani "Aku inda dapat tu ah..kan buat ani ani ani ku.." kan lagi bagus. inda jua merusik hati urang. I know perangai mu cemana, tapi sebulehnya lah ubah sikit.. think about others too. right.]

I think that's all. Its just some confession i feel like saying. Kesabaran ani ada tahapnya. 

Tapi tahap kesabaran ku ani mun sampai limitnya, antara ku bawa tidur or buat something else. Memarahi urang ani is just not my thing. I prefer mengingati and menasihati. Marah tidak selalu ertinya tegas =) 

Gotta go now. MATHS please be nice to me tomorrow =D 

Assalammualaikum!

Days go by, and I'm still alive (:

Its been 10 days I haven't blog? Know why? My internet was down for four days. Then, my laziness strikes for 5 days! hahahahah!

So here i am again,,

Assalammualaikum S2

What happenned this last few days?

2nd April 2010
-the usual routine. going to makam di raja, visiting my late sister Maisarah <3 and my other relatives.

3rd April 2010
-Sports Day at Padang Kebajikan!! i'll upload pictures soon. maybe.. tunggu aku rajin~ hehe.
The weather was SCORCHING!!! I became roasted human! My face got sunburnt. It was really painful. Its like my skin was melting. =/
Despite the awful weather, it was FUN! And congratulations to my friends who got a medal or MEDALS macam sidurang bubuk circle. Durang ani very active! Atu jua, marchingnya raggad berabis! Their march past looked like drumline or "stomp the yard". it was AWESOME. Everyone looked great and at full spirit! =)
Too bad i missed their performance. I went home too early, rasa kan elakkan diri dari traffic jam ah~

4th April 2010
-Can't really remember. ------- Okay! let's move on!

5th April 2010

This day is so unforgettable!
As I arrived home from school, i found out that we don't have a plan for our CCA which is the NEXT day! So, I call for an emergency meeting to some of the AJKs of the Adventure Club. We meet up at Mamih Sg Hanching at 7ish that night. The people who came were: Masayu, Ahmadi, Hash, Faiq, Qanzul and Dinie. We discussed about the activity from 8 till 9ish. Alhamdulillah, the ideas were all out. Especially Madi's idea! hahahahah!

Then, we went shopping things for the activities~ The guys were just =.= annoying but in a good way ;D Hahahah! they run around and do things just like naughty boys xD we shopped at Hua Ho Manggis sampai tutup kadai yaw. Gilaa bah tu.
I'm the only girl accompanied by 5 guys!

Done our task, Faiq Madi Hash and I parted with qanzul and dinie. The guys sent me home first and it's around 11ish already!
But we still have lots to do! We need to sort the things out for the activity. So,, the guys (madi paik and hash) stayed till 1am at my house. And in d end we completed our jobs!!! I'm so glad~ =) I feel like crying.

AND guess what. I can't sleep. I got insomnia, worrying if the plan would turn out great or not =/

6th April 2010

PANDA EYES.... I got PANDA EYES. Same goes to madi paik and hash! hahahahahah!!!!
But mine's worst. aku curi2 tidur time EAS, bio and maths! And my eyes are open during my personal studies time, why? got lots of work to do mahn!!

Still worried....i made 2 meetings. During break time and lunch time. Briefing and sorting them to their stations.
Oh yeah,, Our activity is called "Amazing Race" =D
We got our official ADV CLUB uniform during the CCA!! I'm sooo loving it =) RASTA! hahahahahahah!

In the end, the plan was SUCCESSFUL!!!!! I can't believe my eyes. Returned home, tears of joy!!! <3
I'm just glad the members enjoyed it! =D

7th April 2010

ALERT. I got Chem assessment on paper 5 planning. and it was nyehhh..... Not so good =/
well,, this day, i don't really want to remember. drama drama but solved =D

8th April 2010

the usual hectic day. oh... talked to my planner and sort some things out. =) So, decided on going to Wasai at Sg Akar the next day. =)

9th April 2010

At 7am, me mas hash madi and aini berangkat ke Wasai Sg Akar. I never been to wasai sg akar, so didn't have a clue how the place even look like! And that day mas and i wore flip-flops! the others wore sneakers =.=
Heck, i just get on with the flow~ Being adventurous and all that ;D
The place was quite okayy. If we were to make an activity there. I guess its worth trying =D

Just hope our proposal get approved!

Next, we went to jerudong park, but it was closed. =.= Then, we checked out several places, Bukit Shahbandar, Damuan, Bukit Subok ampir Kianggeh and we can't really discuss about our plan 'cause a member (Aini) was there. So we keep it loww =p

10th April 2010

= HAPPY 22nd ANNIVERSARY to MY BELOVED PARENTS =

hearts all over the place <3

Ariffin Hj Garif/Hj Garip & Pg Rosnah Pg Hj Tengah

Maju AR~

Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat

sampai mendapat syurga cinta

amin ya rabbal alamin..

.:. I LOVE MY FAMILY .:.

So, Abg Azri planned on having dinner at Mangrove Paradise Resort. Lets hope the party will be great! =D 

We'll be there at 8.30pm and now its 7.22pm. So yeah, gotta get ready now ;D 

See you later! Maybe x) 

Assalammualaikum! 

What a day!

Mood throughout the day: Happy, Moodless, Great, Tired yet happy.
Weather: Fair

Assalammualaikum and selamat Maghrib!

Early morning, around 6.30am, my auntie asked if my friend was picking me up for school. Then, I was like...what? Time ku mandi bah kana katuk ah. Laju2 ku.. Kalinyaaa,, rupanya si Mas dan Az, tekajut ku. Alum lagi siap tu aku ah.
Mas was like, aku ngambil si Az, tarus lah ku ngambil kau. So sweet =3 I was actually feel touched when she did that. I didn't even ask her to pick me up :) Thank you Mas! <3 And so the ride was FUN! =D

At school, the usual thing I do daily is, bothering the other MPs who are having their early morn duty at the lobby area ;D Rutin seharian ku nyamu! Hahahahah! Siuk kali ahh~ macam2 ada pagi2 atuu~
During registration class, gave jijan my clinical attachment. All the way, the usual lesson.
Oh! Raihan showed me his attachment related to biotechnology, macam genetic engineering gitu~ And so, aku mau cuba jua la for december =D

During bio lesson, akhirnya! dapatt jua ku kanakan si Yazid! ea selalu ngambil tempat duduk ku. Ku ambil dih tempat duduknya di belakang ah. Kali katanya, guilty rasa ku bah. duduk dapan kau ihh jurin. Indaaa jua ku mau~ aku duduk arah tempatnya for the whole lesson! Ahahaha! Pandai ya inda menantu pikirannya ;p Siuk siukk~~

well, everyone have their "down moment" so yeah,, i have that feeling during break. There's just a lot going on in my head. so yeah, my mood was nyehh...not so good. And yeah. I don't play April Fool =)

Followed Beah to her house at 11.30am. Showered there and I feel refreshed! x) And then safwan picked us up and we went to Padang Kebajikan for our Sports Day for Field events and some track events. I'm participating in Javelin (Girls).

In the afternoon, i became HIGH~! hahahahaha! abis si Nadhirah ku kacau~! Biar ya sanak! kiut si nad ah! luan kan ngacau aku, di kacau balik pandai ya teampun ampun. Hahahahaha!

After that!!! I have Javelin competition!! Guess what?? I got 3rd place in Javelin xDD Out of 8 contestants! How cool is that? ;p
1st place-16.3m 2nd place-16.0m 3rd place-13.8m. Yeahh~~ its not that far for mine, but i don't care. 2-digits kali ah! besyukur banar tah ku udah tu =DDD

Si Yazid lah yg gila~! Ea dapat 1st place for 3000m run and 2nd for 400m run =_= Si yazid juaa~ menyamak ih. HAHAHAH!!!

Anyway, i got my medal! But.................salah taip ani bah~ So yeah, the teacher have it sent to the supplier and correct the medal. ;p Luckyy meee~ ;D

I'm just so happy~! pasal.... x) adalah tu.. lama dah inda ku betagur ngan ea. =)

Last but not least, this message is for Fathin. I hope she's reading this. Fathin, i know kau ada rasa tesinggung. The first one about msn udah ku clear out. the second one is about surprise qanzul atu. that one... masa di surau aku nampak si mas ganya, kau nada masatu, kalii ku gtau lah durang si mas and wana, then masa kau datang mana ku ingat membagitau kau.
Minta Maaf tah ku banar2 if aku menyinggung perasaanmu. mun kau mau tampar aku, jgn eh.. sakit. xp

I think that's all for now folks! S2

Salam =D