Especially for you :)

Dear Stranger/Acquaintance,

Please. Don't try to get to know me, make me believe in you, leave wonderful memories, make me laugh hard, get close to me, share secrets, make me feel that i have the awesomest friend in the universe........IF YOU PLAN on ruining it all in the end.

I just can't stand losing friends let alone a FRIEND. Especially when we were so close.

Thank you. Appreciate that. :)

I MEAN IT.

Short stories from Afifdul :D

=Story 1=

Frenchman, an Englishman, and a New Yorker are captured by a fierce tribe. The chief approaches them and says, "The bad news is that now that we've caught you, we're going to kill you and then use your skins to build a canoe. The good news is that you get to choose how you die."
The Frenchman says, "I take ze poison." The chief gives him some poison, the Frenchman says, "Vive la France!" and drinks it down.
The Englishman says, "A pistol for me, please." The chief gives him a pistol, he points it at his head, says, "God save the queen!" and blows his brains out.
The New Yorker says, "Gimme a fork." The chief is puzzled, but he shrugs and gives him a fork. The New Yorker takes the fork and starts jabbing himself all over-the stomach, the sides, the chest, everywhere. There's blood gushing out all over, it's horrible. The chief is appalled, and screams, "What are you doing???" The New Yorker looks at the chief and laughs, "So much for your canoe!"


=Story 2=

A priest, a math teacher, and a soldier all got on the plane.
The math teacher took out his math book to plan his next lesson, and it fell out the window.
The priest took out to bible to pray, and it fell out the window.
The soldier took out a grenade in memory of his grandfather, and it fell out the window.
They all got off the plane.
The math teacher found a girl crying on the sidewalk. The math teacher asks, "Why are you crying?" The little girl says, "A math book fell from the sky and hit me on the head!" The math teacher walked away.
The priest found a little boy crying on his lawn. The priest asked, "Why are you crying?" The little boy said, "A bible fell out of the sky and hit me on the head!" The priest walked away.
The soldier found a boy on the street laughing his head off. The soldier asks, "Why are you laughing so hard?" The little boy said," I farted and that house blew up!!!!"

Nice~

The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington engineering mid-term. The answer was so "profound" that the Professor shared it with colleagues, and the sharing obviously hasn't ceased...

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or Endothermic (absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote Proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:

"First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let us look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially.

Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand as souls are added. This gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

So which is it?

If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa Banyan during my Freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you.", and take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2 cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze."

This student received the only A.

Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.
4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5) MEOW occasionally.
6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly
7) SAY -DING at each floor.
8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.
9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."
11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"
12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.
13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."
14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you.
15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.
17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"
18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"
19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.
20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.
21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.
22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.


Got it from a website :)

This made me smile! :D

In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed to stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods:

On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping.
(Shoot, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair.)

On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(the shoplifter special)?

On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap,"
(and that would be how???....)

On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost."
(but, it's "just" a suggestion).

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down."
(well...duh, a bit late, huh)!

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating."
(...and you thought????...)

On packaging for a Rowena iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body."
(but wouldn't this save me more time)?

On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication."
(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5-year-olds with head-colds off those forklifts.)

On Nytol Sleep Aid -- "Warning: May cause drowsiness."
(and...I'm taking this because???....)

On most brands of Christmas lights -- "For indoor or outdoor use only."
(as opposed to...what)?

On a Japanese food processor -- "Not to be used for the other use."
(now, somebody out there, help me on this. I'm a bit curious)

On Sainsbury's peanuts -- "Warning: contains nuts."
(talk about a news flash)

On an American Airlines packet of nuts -- "Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts."
(Step 3: maybe, ooh...fly Delta?)

On a child's Superman costume -- "Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly."
(I don't blame the company. I blame the parents for this one.)

On a Swedish chainsaw -- "Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals."
(Oh my ..was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)

Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the stupidity.

This is how I feel about.....you know.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

- Sam Keen, from To Love and Be Loved'



Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

- Momei Qu


Someday your prince charming will come. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.

- Unknown


It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

- unknown


Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?


- Ian

Seconds, minutes, hours, days...

Assalammualaikum!

Yes dear readers. It's been a month I left my blog with my stories untold. I would gladly share it with you but not now. As I am currently blogging through my phone. Technology nowadays never fail to amuse me. Anyway,, a lot have been going on. Seriously. I can't believe that I'm still sane!

There were drama, romance, complications, happiness, fun, tension, sadness, anxiety. It's just too real to be true! But yeah, that's life. If Allah grants your wishes, He loves you. If Allah makes your wishes on hold, He is testing you. If Allah does not grant your wish, He must have other plans for you. So my dear muslim brothers and sisters, pray to Allah. You never know someday your wishes will be granted. To my non muslim friends, strongly believe on your wish and hopefully it can be fulfilled.


Blogging through my phone is amusing as you can just lie down while blogging, yet it is troublesome as it has minimum space. Hope my paragraphing is alright.

Okay. Later :]

Voice at war!

Assalammualaikum & good evening y'all~ S2

Yesterday!
I've got Tausyeh with Raudhatul Amirah for this wedding reception at Rizqun. It was like.....
GAHHHH. My voice is used up for around about 3 whole hours. With around 2mins or none at all between songs. My hands were sweating like crazy. It was very exhausting. I even finished drinking 1.5L of water! And it wasn't enough.

After that, we (Az, Mas, Wana, and I), went for karaoke-ing :D Mengidam K-Box ku :p
We (mostly me & Az) sang, "Shima-Teringin" and "Ning Baizura-Awan yang terpilu" Such powerful songs. Yet, it was fun for me :)

Then, I thank Azmina for buying us Lunch at Ideal :D

Around 4pm, (No, I haven't rest) I got Dikir Dibaie practice with the girls. Gawd, my voice... I must really protect it. My voice box inside is starting to feel a lil bit strange. =/ Hope it will be okay on the day of the competition x)

Today!
Slept late lastnight, made finishing touches on our Bio Presentation :) In the morning, I was like a walking zombie. Its like Frankenstein is going to PTEM (name of my school). 'Cause I really do look like him! With those panda eyes, miserable face, pretty ugly i tell you.

Thank God I survived throughout the day =D Got Maths homework and things.
In the afternoon, got Dikir then Nasyid practice. My voice is starting to crack, slowly croaking like a frog. Then again, I started gulping down 1.5L of water again. Its like I'm overdrinking =.=

After the practice, me mas and wana went to Giant to accompany mas shopping ^_^ Though I ended up shopping myself. Since my family requested for pepsi twist, chocolates, kebabs, and kokoberry. But I didn't buy kokoberry. No money, no honey :p Kali ada tia babah message, si shin chan ada di rumah.

Arrived home, shin chan's still there. I was a bit surprised. Ahahahah! Sanggup menunggu wah tu. Its like he waited for more than 30 minutes. Get to talk with my parents during my absence. Cali~ Ahahahahahaha! He was like, eating kuih "sapit" balik2. :p

So, we discussed things and talk talk talk. Well, more to the girls teasing him. Ahahahah! ^_^V
It was fun having him there for a while.

After my dinner, I watched 1 litre of tears. The movie was very motivational, emotional and it really did make me cry until it became 1 litre of tears T^T I just can't stop crying. It was such a great movie. I love that movie. Watched it twice, still I cry =')

Ya Allah, tabahkan lah hati hamba-Mu di sini. =)

Alrighty. Got assignments and some revision to do! And its getting late. =)

Assalammualaikum & Night! Cheers!

Much love to the loved ones and my readers (if there's any). :D

The rest of the day..

Assalammualaikum & Good Evening y'all!
Before I go to lalaland~ lemme share my evening with you guys :D

Before that, I'm so glad that everything fall back to place. All those sad things are now slowly turning to a brighter future ahead =) Alhamdulillah Ya Allah! x)

And the story continues~

1. My "Dikir Dibaie" + "Nasyid" practice:

• it went a bit rough at first for Dikir Dibaie, as 4 of the girls are not really familiar with the song. A bit of tension at first. But yeah, it went well in the end :) So to polish it up, there will be another intense practice at my house tomorrow afternoon for 'em girls :) Look forward to it!
  

• Nasyid was so fun! 'Cause there were a few changes made for the song. It was hilarious at first since it sounded funny for us. But in the end we manage to match all the things up and it became a perfect melody :)

2. School:

• After practice, Wana and I got a major problem!! Transport! We were like, "cana ni? cana kan balik?" (how are we going to go back home?) We thought teacher can send us home, but she was busy. Then, we texted suf, but he was at home. Next, we tried fadzil, then he didn't bring his car. After that, wana's friend, got meeting. Lastly, we followed Hash, our saviour of the day!
• On the ride, it was fun! With Hash, Alif, Khaliq, Jibah, Najib and Wana. Joking here and there. shouting "SakLiKauIh!" Ahahahahahhaha! It was fun! Missed hanging out with 'em :)
  

3. Home:

• Thank Allah! Wana and I successfully arrived at my house in one piece :D Mas came by after she picked up her sister.
  
• Dinner! We've got steamboat!! It was AWESOME! But that time, I was too tired to chew to be true.. But still, bonding with the family and friends is important :D
  

4. Stadium:

• Got my parents permission to watch Yazid's 3000m run at National Stadium! :D Well, Mas and I didn't actually get to see him run! We were late.... because...
• We went to the wrong place. Then, we got lost. Don't know in which direction should we go. Ahahahahahah! It was such a great experience! Full of laughter!
  
• Arrived there after he finished his run. Then, go search for the people. Durang smssa-ians.
  I feel flushed, I can feel sweats and my cheeks + ears turn red and hot. :p So humiliating. Ahahahah! Mas & I giggled uncontrollably all the way. Ahahahahah!
  
• It was worth it to be there hanging out with them smssa-ians. Walaupun kami rasa macam kami atu menyamak. so kami banyak diam la. Ahahahahaha! Alum biasa banar. & al-maklum.. si jurin shy-shy cow. HAHAHAHAHAH!
  
• It was hot!!! I'm sweating like a gorilla there!!!
  
• But still, I really appreciate my parents permission :) It shows how much they trust me, in return I will not let 'em down! :D
  
• Also, Yazid's message on how ea terharu that aku and mas datang. Inside, Awwww =')
  he also said, better late than never. Siuk lahh tadi tu. Bnyak begambar!! But most of the time, I cover my face. Entah ih. apa masalahmu kan jurin?
• I sooooooo cannot forget Rafie and Zawani. Because....
• Rafie with his enthusiastic yet serious face: "HAN HAN!! Karang ada eclipse kan ni? kan? kan?!" -SO CAN'T FORGET THAT FACE! Ahahahahahahah!!
• Zawani with her non-stop chatterbox. She was putting words for the runners on the field. And it kinda looked like a commercial ad in the radio. And it was veryy funny. As she do it with different expressions! Ahahahahah!!! Siuk ihh~ Siuk bibirannya~ Aku suka! Ketawa non-stop wah tu :p
  
• A special "thank you" to the guys pasal shouting my name masa aku datang. It's as if I was running at the field. They went... "Eh atu nah si jurin!!" "Laju jurin laju!" "Jurin!! You can do it!! RUNN!!" "Jurinnnnnn!!!" and I was like "=.=" - I was right behind them... So funny these people! They really make my day :D All I can do is laugh when I was with them or when I walk pass by them. :) Appreciate it!
  
• You guys didn't know how much you guys light up my day, when I was slowly sinking down :)
  

5. Between Stadium and Home:

• They invited me and mas, lepak. But nyeh,, both of us are still full :) Plus, we were.....short on money. hehe.
  
• arrived home around 10-11.
  
• BLOG! :D See how much I love you, blog :)
  

*******FABULOUS NEWS OF THE DAY*******

- My Planning For Real project got accepted, and we are going for the Finals!!!
- My Zainul Quran group, named Raudhatul Amirah, got no.2 in the semi-finals, so we're going to the FINALS S2
-Congratulations to Yani who won GOLD & Yazid who got numero 4! GOOD JOB!! :D

That means I have to work hard for this! So that we get numero uno at the Finals :D Wish Me Luck ^_^V

Well thats all for today sweethearts :)

Assalammualaikum & G'night! Chau! :D

P.S/ Today is one of my best days in my life! <3>

I'm back :D

Assalammualaikum and good afternoon ^_^


*I did this on Microsoft Word at school. Since, the internet was unavailable.*


See how jobless I am during my PS. I went to the school library, borrowed the school’s PC (unfortunately there’s no internet connection here =_=”), and started “exploring” the insides of this school computer. The games are………so disappointing. I expect games from GameHouse/PlayFish, but nooooo there weren’t any. So I played “paint”, I feel like a 3-year-old kid. Got bored with that, I search through my pendrive. There were pictures from last year to early of this year. It was fun at first. Then again, I got bored once more…



So here I am, sitting in front of the desktop, writing or rather typing my story. The reason I’m not going home, is ‘cause I have “Nasyid” practice. Finals is on the 3rd!!!! x(. It’s so nerve-wrecking. So I’ll go back home prolly around 4pm. Busy busy busy~ again. I can’t wait for my LONG-awaited holiday =)



Anyway, here are my plans so far:

-Tomorrow morning, got Tausyeh with Wana yang lawa at Rizqun.

-PTEM Energy Club meets with PTEK Energy Club, tomorrow lunch. It’s like a business thing.

-Oh! My Planning For Real group managed to get in the Finals! Yayyyy! xD

-Adventure Club have their permission with the help of Hiking Club (:

-28th got briefing for Niah Cave trip.

-30th, Dikir Dibaie semi-finals.

-1st July got Adventure Club. Hiking at Bukit Marakucing, Kg Subok.

-2nd July got Niah Cave Trip!!! x) from early morn stretches to I don’t know when.

-3rd July, got Nasyid Final competition!! OH NOOO!!! Wish me LUCK!!!

-Now lotsa things happen, in the future there’s still more to come! =P



Gotta go now. Got practice.



Assalammualaikum! Cherio! =D

Still breathing

Assalammualaikum and good evening! ^_^

I haven't updated my blog for such a long time. A lot has happenned in this past 2 months!
My days became more packed, hectic & busy than usual! I have to catch up with every single thing from my personal life to my school life. That's how busy I am!

I'm grateful that my family keep on supporting me all the way! They understand my situation after I explained it to them =) In a way, this increases our family bond. awwww =')

Well, this past 2 months. What have I done that made me busy as ever! :
-June AS Exam~ Very crucial as I have to study study study then I go chill chill chill. x) Runs from May till 10th of June.
-In between those dates, I have "Nasyid" & "Dikir Syarafil anam" competition. So, practice practice practice, 'til i break down :p
-Got the results for the competitions, PTEM is going to Finals! =D Final for Nasyid is this 3rd July, then for dikir it will be held on September.
-In between those dates again, I got Adventure Club to worry about. Our Camping proposal got rejected! So far, two proposals have been rejected. Wasai and Camping. But I WILL NEVER GIVE UP! x)
-So, Adventure Club decided to collaborate with the MPs, PRS, Environment Club and Energy Club, to do Cleaning Campaign at the school compound. To show how much we love the school =)
-We have 2 weeks holiday. But I don't have any.
-VERY busy during the 2nd of June. As it was my Brother, Abg Azri's birthday. And he decided to celebrate it at home along with his friends. So you know~ run here and there. clean here and there. became the waitress of the day. It was fun though! =D
-Last day of school, have so many meetings and all those things.
-5th June. There was a MP Orientation :D It was FUN! I get to make SUSHI and get to know more about my Juniors! Credits to Ms See~ The activity was from early morning stretches to 5pm.
-8th June. MP PRS of PTEM, PTEK, MD, MS. Bowling Tournament! Get to meet some of MD's student council. It was a great experience playing bowling :p
-11th June. Went to MinDef Headquarters, Counselling unit. Cool place :D Have to attend a briefing. Since I'm going to be one of the facilitators for the next day. The ABC (Adventure based counselling) course, for MPs and PRS. We became semi-military! It was very tiring! yet AWESOME!
-12th June. ABC course =.= Ran ran ran non-stop. Go fetch this go fetch that! Watch them! Do this Do that! Clean that! Pick that up! Control them! Grrrr... And the weather was VERY scorching! And yet, it was worth it :D
-13th June (i think..) I have Volunteer work with the MOH at National Stadium. Guess which booth I get to take care of? CAR DRIFT BOOTH! HOW LUCKY!!!!! xDDD And I get to have a free T-shirt and free lunch+dinner! xDD
-14th to 16th June. From morn til 5pm. Have this LTB course. (Leadership-Teambuilding programme). This one. I will never forget! We stay with our group KUIH BOM. Which we call the BOMMERS x) for 3 whole days x) The group consists of Tikah, zizah, mun, nazib, diana, fuzah, pei ling, saiful, zaimi, roy, ziidah, athirah, teacher qistinn :D Those 3 days~ =D Its just irreplacable! xD I learnt a lot!!!
-17th June. Tree planting with the Energy Club + Environment Club. In the afternoon, got this bio group for our presentation on endangered species. OH. Kerita si Raihan teberanti arah bukitku. And Cheesecake si Yazid NYAMAN (Y)(Y)
-18th June. Got practice for Zainul Quran. Oh. I'm joining another competition called "Zainul Quran". =)
-19th June. PTEM Adventure Club cleaning campaign x)
-20th June. New furniture comes. GENERAL CLEANING of the house!! GAWD!
-Look at how I used up all my holiday! Oh right. In between those dates, the dates where I'm free. I'm not really free. My friends come by to my house :D So yeah. Lepak si rumah Jurin!!
-25th June. Suppose to go for my Chemistry trip. But I have to skip that. I have this "Zainul Quran" competition at RTB, Studio 1. Great experience! Wish me Luck! Results will be out tomorrow night!

Now that's what I call busy woman *wink*

Now thats my past (:

Here to my present: My eyes are sleepy, tomorrow I've got classes. Thank Allah my work's done a day early. So I'm going to sleep now :)

Insya-Allah I'll update my dear blog tomorrow :D

Assalammualaikum and good night! Sweet dreams!

Love,
Zureen Ariffin

you just left a big scar & caused a tsunami

Assalammualaikum~ 

Why...... can't I be happy. Today, I'm supposed to be happy. In the end, something just made my day worst. Maybe I don't deserve to be happy. Maybe I laughed too much before this. That's why my days nowadays turned upside down. its like my happy soul have been taken out from my body. 

Why...... when I tried to make the situation better; People just see the negative side on why I didn't do the things earlier. There are hidden reasons to that. People just can't accept the good news without blaming people first. 

Why...... do people expect me to understand every single person. I'm not perfect. I'm not psychic. I cannot read people's minds. I'm just a human being. 

Why....... can't you give me a break and let me be happy. Its hard enough to mask this hurt feelings. All this hatred, madness, confusion, pressure. I want it to end.

Why....... am I still alive? because Allah still want to see my journey. Allah want to see me face all the challenges and test my patience. How far can I grow on becoming a successful person. Every steps that I make, there sure will be obstacles along the way. I just need to be more patient. More patient. More patient. More patient with life. Allah show me the way. Help me endure all this problems. 

I love being a muslim. Allah the almighty. Everytime we're in some kind of a problem, we seek guidance from Allah. Everytime we're successful, we thank Allah for making our dreams come true. Allahhuakhbar! 

You can do it, Zureen! There's more challenges to come. This is just the beginning! Never Give Up! Take the risk! S2

Assalammualaikum. Good Night <3 

Head's still attached to my body =3

Assalammualaikum and a very good evening y’all~

I’ve been neglecting my blog for quite a few days now…..

These few days….. I’ve been down, down, down, down, BANG *Head just hit the ground…. Hahahah!

So yeah, things don’t always turn out as perfectly as you think. Maybe the things that you expect to happen don’t turn out as fun as the one you’re expecting. So as to not make yourself disappointed as things turned out not the way you want it to be, you’ve got to face the music. Don’t have high expectations. Not all plans are perfect.

Lets just say, when the work’s done. Alhamdullillah it turned out quite well. Congratulate yourself that other people enjoyed it. A very important lesson I learnt from Abg ripin ; “Always practice in ourselves when doing something or any task, don't expect anything in return”

I’m blaming myself for not making your plans come to life. Sorry if your plan was altered. Honestly speaking, I thought I have understood the plan quite well. I re-read it several times before I proceed doing the plans. I was confident at that time. One thing is I panicked as I saw my former president make a surprise visit on seeing how our activities were done. So, I just can’t delay the games waiting for the others to explain.

Making all the orders, the arrangements. Alhamdulillah, jibah volunteered in sorting out the jobs. And also the others you have worked their butts off that day. A round of applause for them people =)

If only………….

1-you were there to re-explain this game.

2-I didn’t forget to call a meeting.

3-the person help in explaining the games, rather than having a short-circuit and went ballistic.

4-all of them were committed.

5-the other person support me rather than leaving me alone.

6-they didn’t play the “blame” game.

7-I realized that I just “altered” the game.

8-I didn’t panicked.

9-I can multi-task in a flash.

10-I can make clones like naruto, so I can do all the work.

11-I can shout out all my feelings in front of them…………..

12-you can stop treating me like that.

13-you realized how rude you were.

14-you listen to what I say.

15-you don’t make me repeat myself several times.

Anyway, that’s all the “If Only” lists….. Lets not be a pessimist and start with a more optimistic comment..

I’m glad…….

1-the junior didn’t noticed our flaws.

2-Most of them are committed.

3-Most listen to what I instructed.

4-some of them acted professionally.

5-my former president said, “A job well done”.

6-he gave me more advices.

7-that I have close friends, who are willing to support me all the way.

8-my parents gave me their upmost support.

9-that I can control myself.

10-Most give them commitment and cooperation to me.

11-they respect me as who I am.

12-I have let it all out.

13-to see some improvement in them.

14-to know that I still have people who care about me and were with me when I was in such disasterrific situation.

15-we have prepared for the next activity early.

Now, done with the “I’m glad” lists… I’ll make a new lists of genuine thoughts that I would like to share..

I hope…..

1-our friendship still lasts.

2-our proposal to be approved.

3-our upcoming activity will turn out well.

4-the others be more committed.

5-I gain more respect as I respect them.

6-Them people work more professionally.

7-this dilemma would end.

8-they know how much I appreciate their support and commitment.

9-this problem won’t come up anymore.

10-we grow stronger bonds amongst ourselves.

11-I can be a better more wiser leader.

12-this organization maintain as the most awesomest club ever!

I love you all S2

Moments of the heart:

I saw you, you saw me. I waved and smiled at you- just to hide my thumping heartbeat accelerating. Then I saw your deep sharp eyes looking at me. As if you don’t want to entertain me. I felt something bad. Are you sending me signals telling me to stop loving you, telling me to give up on you? You didn’t smiled back like you used to. That made me more sure that you just don’t want me at your sight. Alright. If that’s what you want, I’ll try my best in hiding myself from you. But even me myself can’t stop this beating in my heart. Just so you know, I still have feelings for you.. Its been years and the heart just won’t stop. Glad to see that you’re healthy =)

I knowwww….its cheesy and all that. I just can’t stop myself. Jiwang le tu =p HAHAH!

May I have a better May! God bless April!

Assalammualaikum! Chau! ;D

such a spontaneous day =D

Assalammualaikum and good evening loves!

 

Lotsa things happen today. was it good ? bad ? not really. i'll just call it life =) everyone makes mistakes. without making those mistakes, how are we supposed to learn doing the right things? no? 

Firstly, sorry late dear matul! 

Congratulations to Matul for getting a GOLD Medal in the Netball Competition Group D *batuk2* tuhaa group. ;p 

Hehe...Handal yaaaa kaka matul ahhh. *wink2. 

Next, what happenned in school? 

-Chem marks is added with our exercises. THIS, pulled my assessment mark DOWN. First, i got an E (47.5%). Then, correction, mark increased to D (52.5%). Final marks, I got an E (48%). x(     very devastating

-Maths makes people easily stressed when it comes to difficult equations =.=

-BIO. wow. I got a U. and I'm not proud of that. I really need to work hard. EXTRA Hard.

-Got Adv Club meeting in the afternoon with High Comms, Logistics and planners. securities some. Discussed about the upcoming cca for the juniors. 

My mood today is really.... serious =.= And I dislike it. Serious due to mood. Well, I'm not THAT serious all day. Around 4-ish, while waiting for wana's mother, we went chit-chatting at the parking lot with fathin and mas. Along came suf. played around with him. laughter all the way. ;D 

Anyway, mas fathin and I arrived at my house in one piece. Alhamdulillah =D So, they spontaneously stayed at my house till 10pm. Discussing about Adventure Club having a suggestion box. credits to mas ;D Then there was wana, coming to take my photocopy of IC. Kalinyaa suruhnya mamanya tinggalkan kedidia di rumah ah. bagus ihh. kan lepak ganya anak anii~ 

Today was fun yet serious. Half of the day, I was down. The other half, I was smiling. 

So, today's mood is 50-50 ? =) 

Just in case, if my parents are reading this, I'm really sorry for letting you down with my awful grades. x(   I'll do my best in my AS June. i won't let your money go to waste. I will work harder. I can do my best. Just let me continue with my activities =) I know I can do it! Have faith in me. =) I loveeeee youuuuuuu toooo!! x) 

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Heart concerns: 

The worst feeling in this world is not knowing if you should continue or give up. I sometimes can feel like I'm being avoided. Maybe I annoy you, or maybe you found out which makes you feel awkward or something. This crush is one of a kind. No matter how many times I tried to avoid you or give up or forget you, I just can't. I feel like throwing myself to the bottom of the well. 

OKAY Zureen. You should stop now. *slaps herself* 

Night people! 

Assalammualaikum! 

Long story, short

Assalammualaikum and a very good evening dear readers~

Yesterday, at school. Had a great yet crazy time with deejah and madi. =D Got to know interesting things from them. but i missed one ummah. well, my priority this year is Adventure Club. Wait.. A level first, then MPs then Adventure Club =p

nowadays.... i get tensed easily. too much pressure i guess. or its just me, thinking too much. I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that i melted? No. =.= I'm trying my hardest to be carefree enough so that I can sort out all these things peacefully. I just can't do it when I receive everything at the same time. It's just insane! Stop driving me nuts! So yeah.... I'll try to not get too stressed out.

When it comes to work, they say I can't be "soft-hearted". I have to be mean. I must. But that just doesn't suit me. I'll try to do it my own way. I have to be strict but not rude. I have to be bossy, but not too demanding. I have to be nice yet professional. In work, there's no friends. You have do it fair and square. We can't trust people that easily. We have to listen to both sides. Be fair. Be nice. Be responsible. Be trustworthy. And that folks, is what I learnt so far.

Who said being a president is easy? We just have to face everything and do what we can do. Never Give Up! Take the risk! that's our adventure club motto =)

Today, I had Nasyid practice from 8 till 12 at cg Taibah's house. Then, deejah stayed at my house till 4pm. After that, went to Makam. the usual routine =) Lastly, we went to Uncle Haji Ali's new house =) Cute one ;D Alhamdulillah =D
I just love it when we relatives gather together, talked about things, updating one another. laughing. got a nice feeling on it =D
Especially, when my mother unites with her brothers and sisters, they will laugh out loud, screaming, debating about things. its just great! Having such a family =D And that just made my day.

Along came a text message. I just hate it when i really need my phone at that time, indaa tiaa becredit! Adasajaa banar. selahau. Seriously. I don't know whats going on. I gave an order. Terpulanglah if kamu buat or inda. Don't say that I didn't tell you 'cause I did told you to do so.
I'm not pressuring, but please be honest. If you can't do the job, confront me. tell me honestly why. I'm not gonna eat you alive. come on. communicate with me. If you're gonna hide it, sooner or later someone surely will know about it. so please, share your problems. I'm not a psychic nor do i do telepathy.

okay. I've got to complete my maths and bio now!

Night people. Assalammualaikum!

P.S. Good Luck, you! =D

Hectic!

Hectic very hectic i tell you.... Oh hello there dear readers <3 

Monday, 12th April 2010

I got Maths before lunch!!!! And its MECHANICS.    >(x , x)<    *in case you're wondering, thats a dead birdie. HAHAHAHAHAH* Ohh.. pardon for my craziness. =p Well yeahh,, i sat for the paper. AND it was........... *silent*  NOT THAT GOOD. x( It was hard!!! I don't take physics! I felt like somthing's inside of me died. Mechanics just broke up with me ='( sad story yeah...

During lunch time, there was a meeting with the High-comms feat. the planners ;D Adventure Club business. the meeting was... well.... not really that good. But in a way, it helped me to think MORE. So, I thank you guys for making me think twice. =) I'll have to do my work more carefully and precisely from now onwards.. 

In the afternoon, I felt like leaving school. with maths and all those stuffs. My mood was.... nyehh.. So yeah,, I followed Sufyan, Faiq and Qanzul to a semi-final Netball Tournament. Group C, PTEM against Rimba. PTEM lost. Points 22-05. Handal rimba atu! 

Si kitkat ikut lawan netball. Eh, handal bah tu cousin ku atu. Bangga ku =8D Hahahahahaha! 

Congratulations Cous <3 

Oh yeah,, Sufyan's hilux broke down. Overheat mahn! And we waited for 30mins-50mins for the car to cool down. then go search for water. The car is very thirsty! It drank for around 5 litres of water. The ride was fun! Got my mind off some of mi problemas =D 

Back home, tired tired tired. Got EAS the next day! But yeah, I still have work to do. Cg Taibah called me up on my cellphone, talking about Nasyid tomorrow. Abis credit ku. 10 mins later, Teacher Michael called me up (telipun rumah), discussing about adventure stuffs. 

Done with all the business and planning. I really need my sleep! Around 9-ish, I lied down. Eyes closed. 5 mins after that. "OI KA! AWAL JUA KITA TIDUR!" My cousin, Alim came =.= So yeahh, chat with him for 20mins, then saya suruh dia keluar. saya benar2 nak tidor =^_^=

13th April, 2010

EAS. Assessment. After break. The paper was about John F. Kennedy's speech. We need to comment and make our own speech with his style. It was HARD. For me. Like... WOW. Form 6 is getting harder. This applies when you do LAST MINUTE REVISION. 

The moral of the story: Do not do last minute revision! 

And also, got my maths paper. I got 55%. Its like.... what daaa heck? People say its okay. But for me, nope. The usual marks I got, most are 80% above! i'm really not proud of myself. I really need to work hard on this. My Career depends on it! 

In the afternoon, Juniors only CCA. 'cause seniors are having their assessment. But I came to Adventure Club. I just love them so much ;D Hahahahahah! 

At first, we played Captain Ball. Its like netball without the net. Hahahahahah! Then, for the last 30 mins, we have them into 5 groups. Then, we give them the oppurtunity to plan one activity for us AJKs. On 4th of May. I think they'll torture us!!! OH NO. Tapi jangan silap, we can get you back (6) Heheh! 

Back home... rest... hmm... next day, bio... what should i do?... *picks up biology textbook*... eyes's heavy... doze off...

14th April, 2010 Wednesday

Today, I had my bio paper!!! There were structured questions and one essay to be answered. The paper was supposed to be easy, IF you understand the question! AND Study thouroughly! Grr..... I'm such a couch potato. I feel like throwing myself to the open fire. Nahh~~~ I just love myself too much, I wouldn't hurt my body =3 

Anyway,, It was a bad day... for me. well, some part of the day was not really THAT bad. My chemistry mark went up from an E to a D. THAT made my day. Just a lil. =) 

Overall was not okay, at school. So I went home early at 2pm thanks to Dk Fatin Nur Masayuni Safwana =D Alhamdulillah! 

Oh. Home Sweet Home. I just love my house! Freedom. To SING OUT LOUD!!!! x) 

slept early. stress-free! 

Oh yeah. Something that I learnt during the past three days: "Never do jokes about something serious to a sensitive person." 

Anything that you do, good or bad, you'll have to control the outcome. In the end, you're all alone. =) 

Assalammualaikum <3 

Face the music

Assalammualaikum and good evening! 

Last night, we celebrated our parent's 22nd anniversary at Mangrove Paradise Resort. Compliments to my brother Azri Ar. We ordered a large steamboat, mango fish (NYUM!), kang kong, Nachos Fiesta and some drinks =D

All i can say is, the steamboat was average but the mango fish and nachos were AWESOME. The environment i rate it> 9/10. And the service, i'll give it an 8 out of 10.

So yeah, it was weird that I wore my black dress. (Details: ada lapis, ada seluar, ada tudong, ada galang. HAHAHA) Why? because its my first time in doing so. The first time I wore a dress was on my 15th birthday at my house, a small party. A cute brown dress =) And the second time was on Adventure Club's Appreciation Dinner. The dress was red in colour with some white and black, and I'm bad at describing the design. :p
Okayyy, enough about that. Lets continue..

So, we had a great night. But I was sad because it was incomplete, auntie sephia and my brother Azizi weren't there. Next time, I want us family be together, creating a complete circle. eating together, laughing together and take funny pictures together. =) So nostalgic. Everyone's growing up, I just have to face the real world. We'll go in seperate ways, study overseas or get married. Despite all that, I hope that our bonds will grow stronger. I believe in that. May Allah bless my family =')

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What did I do today? 

In the morning, my family and I plus haadi mano azli and zawir, went to Tungku beach. We had BBQ and fishing. 

My brother Azri and his friends (haadi mano azli zawir) went there early with my father and my elder brother Azizi. Typical guys, fishing early morning! And I was still in bed that time, dreaming about ice cream land! hahahahahah! 

The girls (my mother and the little fake-twin sisters cera gmah) arrived there with lots of food at noon. And as we arrived, the guys were like "akhirrr jua...laparr.." (translation: we're starving and you're late). So, we gave them food till they became so full that they can barely stand up. Serves you right for complaining guys! Hahahah. Guys always make my day with their jokes and characters. Sungguh menghiburkan kerenah durang ani =D 

Long story short: Tummy full. Rest. Clean up. Rest-Clearing the mind. Farewell to the guys. Went straight home. 

IM'ed Azmina.

Zureen: Bike date? mau?

Az: Aku manasaja. kau datang ke rumah ku.

Zureen: okay tu.

Az: Mc if sampai udah.

Zureen: Alamat mu? lupa ku.

Az: spg 2xx-41-14. no.1. 

Zureen: see you there. 

I cycled to her house for 4mins. It was FUN. 'cause its my first time cycling alone on the street. i usually cycled round my house. Loner~ 

Anyway, met Azmina. She picked up her cycle. Then guess what, she got a flat tire! So we cycled back to my house searched the bicycle pump, andd.......... What's wrong with this thing?! 

So we laughed out loud!! It was just. whattt daaaa heckkkkkkk dudeeee? How do you use this thing, is it broken or what?

So, we messaged our friends that lived nearby. Which was Afif, Yazid, Raihan and Mali. 

Our message: "Minta tulung. Kau ada pam basikal? tayar si Azmina pancit." (Translation: Help. do you have a bicycle pump? Azmina's bicycle have a flat tire." 

This was the response we got:

Raihan: ada pulang. tapi pump tayar kerita, bukan basikal. hahahahah! (Pacah wah si raihan ah)

Yazid: Adaaa pulangg. tapi masani aku di tutong. (Me and Azmina =_=")

Afif: Sory rin. Inda ku sadar kau msg ahh. (lagiiii pacah.. time kami abis bebasikal baru ada reply) 

Mali: -NO REPLY. (Esuk di skulahh kau maliii~~~~ kana kau niii =p )

Anyway, Az and I was like crazy people, laughing nonstop. imitating the replies and all that stuff. it was just funny. Sekadar mencari pump tayar, macam emergency banar bah. Hahahahahah!!! 

My bicycle journey was twice's more than Az's journey. If you can see what i mean. From my house to Az's (picked up Az). Then Az's to my house (searching for the bicycle pump). Back to Az's house (antar ea balik). Finally return to my house (Home <3).

Healthy Exercise for Healthy Brain. Healthy Brain for Healthy results (?) hahahah! I've got my maths assessment on mechanics tomorrow! Somebody help me! I really need to revise! Wish me luck guys! =D 

 Last but not least.............Curahan hati ku.....

I just want to say this to the person but just can't. 

[Hey. taking just a little of your precious time won't hurt. mun inda mau, bagitau lah. but mun bagitau atu buleh inda "ouch" kah. The way kau cakap atu macam kan bagitau aku cani "Mana utak atu kan?" Sakit jua tu. Cubatah bagitau atu cani "Aku inda dapat tu ah..kan buat ani ani ani ku.." kan lagi bagus. inda jua merusik hati urang. I know perangai mu cemana, tapi sebulehnya lah ubah sikit.. think about others too. right.]

I think that's all. Its just some confession i feel like saying. Kesabaran ani ada tahapnya. 

Tapi tahap kesabaran ku ani mun sampai limitnya, antara ku bawa tidur or buat something else. Memarahi urang ani is just not my thing. I prefer mengingati and menasihati. Marah tidak selalu ertinya tegas =) 

Gotta go now. MATHS please be nice to me tomorrow =D 

Assalammualaikum!

Days go by, and I'm still alive (:

Its been 10 days I haven't blog? Know why? My internet was down for four days. Then, my laziness strikes for 5 days! hahahahah!

So here i am again,,

Assalammualaikum S2

What happenned this last few days?

2nd April 2010
-the usual routine. going to makam di raja, visiting my late sister Maisarah <3 and my other relatives.

3rd April 2010
-Sports Day at Padang Kebajikan!! i'll upload pictures soon. maybe.. tunggu aku rajin~ hehe.
The weather was SCORCHING!!! I became roasted human! My face got sunburnt. It was really painful. Its like my skin was melting. =/
Despite the awful weather, it was FUN! And congratulations to my friends who got a medal or MEDALS macam sidurang bubuk circle. Durang ani very active! Atu jua, marchingnya raggad berabis! Their march past looked like drumline or "stomp the yard". it was AWESOME. Everyone looked great and at full spirit! =)
Too bad i missed their performance. I went home too early, rasa kan elakkan diri dari traffic jam ah~

4th April 2010
-Can't really remember. ------- Okay! let's move on!

5th April 2010

This day is so unforgettable!
As I arrived home from school, i found out that we don't have a plan for our CCA which is the NEXT day! So, I call for an emergency meeting to some of the AJKs of the Adventure Club. We meet up at Mamih Sg Hanching at 7ish that night. The people who came were: Masayu, Ahmadi, Hash, Faiq, Qanzul and Dinie. We discussed about the activity from 8 till 9ish. Alhamdulillah, the ideas were all out. Especially Madi's idea! hahahahah!

Then, we went shopping things for the activities~ The guys were just =.= annoying but in a good way ;D Hahahah! they run around and do things just like naughty boys xD we shopped at Hua Ho Manggis sampai tutup kadai yaw. Gilaa bah tu.
I'm the only girl accompanied by 5 guys!

Done our task, Faiq Madi Hash and I parted with qanzul and dinie. The guys sent me home first and it's around 11ish already!
But we still have lots to do! We need to sort the things out for the activity. So,, the guys (madi paik and hash) stayed till 1am at my house. And in d end we completed our jobs!!! I'm so glad~ =) I feel like crying.

AND guess what. I can't sleep. I got insomnia, worrying if the plan would turn out great or not =/

6th April 2010

PANDA EYES.... I got PANDA EYES. Same goes to madi paik and hash! hahahahahah!!!!
But mine's worst. aku curi2 tidur time EAS, bio and maths! And my eyes are open during my personal studies time, why? got lots of work to do mahn!!

Still worried....i made 2 meetings. During break time and lunch time. Briefing and sorting them to their stations.
Oh yeah,, Our activity is called "Amazing Race" =D
We got our official ADV CLUB uniform during the CCA!! I'm sooo loving it =) RASTA! hahahahahahah!

In the end, the plan was SUCCESSFUL!!!!! I can't believe my eyes. Returned home, tears of joy!!! <3
I'm just glad the members enjoyed it! =D

7th April 2010

ALERT. I got Chem assessment on paper 5 planning. and it was nyehhh..... Not so good =/
well,, this day, i don't really want to remember. drama drama but solved =D

8th April 2010

the usual hectic day. oh... talked to my planner and sort some things out. =) So, decided on going to Wasai at Sg Akar the next day. =)

9th April 2010

At 7am, me mas hash madi and aini berangkat ke Wasai Sg Akar. I never been to wasai sg akar, so didn't have a clue how the place even look like! And that day mas and i wore flip-flops! the others wore sneakers =.=
Heck, i just get on with the flow~ Being adventurous and all that ;D
The place was quite okayy. If we were to make an activity there. I guess its worth trying =D

Just hope our proposal get approved!

Next, we went to jerudong park, but it was closed. =.= Then, we checked out several places, Bukit Shahbandar, Damuan, Bukit Subok ampir Kianggeh and we can't really discuss about our plan 'cause a member (Aini) was there. So we keep it loww =p

10th April 2010

= HAPPY 22nd ANNIVERSARY to MY BELOVED PARENTS =

hearts all over the place <3

Ariffin Hj Garif/Hj Garip & Pg Rosnah Pg Hj Tengah

Maju AR~

Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat

sampai mendapat syurga cinta

amin ya rabbal alamin..

.:. I LOVE MY FAMILY .:.

So, Abg Azri planned on having dinner at Mangrove Paradise Resort. Lets hope the party will be great! =D 

We'll be there at 8.30pm and now its 7.22pm. So yeah, gotta get ready now ;D 

See you later! Maybe x) 

Assalammualaikum! 

What a day!

Mood throughout the day: Happy, Moodless, Great, Tired yet happy.
Weather: Fair

Assalammualaikum and selamat Maghrib!

Early morning, around 6.30am, my auntie asked if my friend was picking me up for school. Then, I was like...what? Time ku mandi bah kana katuk ah. Laju2 ku.. Kalinyaaa,, rupanya si Mas dan Az, tekajut ku. Alum lagi siap tu aku ah.
Mas was like, aku ngambil si Az, tarus lah ku ngambil kau. So sweet =3 I was actually feel touched when she did that. I didn't even ask her to pick me up :) Thank you Mas! <3 And so the ride was FUN! =D

At school, the usual thing I do daily is, bothering the other MPs who are having their early morn duty at the lobby area ;D Rutin seharian ku nyamu! Hahahahah! Siuk kali ahh~ macam2 ada pagi2 atuu~
During registration class, gave jijan my clinical attachment. All the way, the usual lesson.
Oh! Raihan showed me his attachment related to biotechnology, macam genetic engineering gitu~ And so, aku mau cuba jua la for december =D

During bio lesson, akhirnya! dapatt jua ku kanakan si Yazid! ea selalu ngambil tempat duduk ku. Ku ambil dih tempat duduknya di belakang ah. Kali katanya, guilty rasa ku bah. duduk dapan kau ihh jurin. Indaaa jua ku mau~ aku duduk arah tempatnya for the whole lesson! Ahahaha! Pandai ya inda menantu pikirannya ;p Siuk siukk~~

well, everyone have their "down moment" so yeah,, i have that feeling during break. There's just a lot going on in my head. so yeah, my mood was nyehh...not so good. And yeah. I don't play April Fool =)

Followed Beah to her house at 11.30am. Showered there and I feel refreshed! x) And then safwan picked us up and we went to Padang Kebajikan for our Sports Day for Field events and some track events. I'm participating in Javelin (Girls).

In the afternoon, i became HIGH~! hahahahaha! abis si Nadhirah ku kacau~! Biar ya sanak! kiut si nad ah! luan kan ngacau aku, di kacau balik pandai ya teampun ampun. Hahahahaha!

After that!!! I have Javelin competition!! Guess what?? I got 3rd place in Javelin xDD Out of 8 contestants! How cool is that? ;p
1st place-16.3m 2nd place-16.0m 3rd place-13.8m. Yeahh~~ its not that far for mine, but i don't care. 2-digits kali ah! besyukur banar tah ku udah tu =DDD

Si Yazid lah yg gila~! Ea dapat 1st place for 3000m run and 2nd for 400m run =_= Si yazid juaa~ menyamak ih. HAHAHAH!!!

Anyway, i got my medal! But.................salah taip ani bah~ So yeah, the teacher have it sent to the supplier and correct the medal. ;p Luckyy meee~ ;D

I'm just so happy~! pasal.... x) adalah tu.. lama dah inda ku betagur ngan ea. =)

Last but not least, this message is for Fathin. I hope she's reading this. Fathin, i know kau ada rasa tesinggung. The first one about msn udah ku clear out. the second one is about surprise qanzul atu. that one... masa di surau aku nampak si mas ganya, kau nada masatu, kalii ku gtau lah durang si mas and wana, then masa kau datang mana ku ingat membagitau kau.
Minta Maaf tah ku banar2 if aku menyinggung perasaanmu. mun kau mau tampar aku, jgn eh.. sakit. xp

I think that's all for now folks! S2

Salam =D

2010 S2

People might wonder, why is she adding "S2" next to 2010. Look closely at "S2" what image can you see? AHA! thats it! x) 

Assalammualaikum and good evening! 

It has been 3 months of 2010. A LOT happen. and i'm not joking. Seriously, there's so much going on that I thought the earth was spinning very fast! 

To summarise all those three months with an additional of December 2009; sit back, relax and let me bring you to my journey-------------------

Dec 2009;

-Joined the Adventure Club's Extreme Challenge, as the freelance photographer of the activity. 

-Have a 4 day orientation on being one of the AJK. By Adventure Club.

• 1st day: ice breaking. nervous slowly decreases =) get to know new people. 
• 2nd day: Activity! we were divided into 2 groups. and did a sort of team-building excercise. and I became the vice president of the group. It was tiring that we have to run everywhere in school, but it was enjoyable and awesome! 
• 3rd day: Activities! there was this Idol thingy, my guide senior Haadi + my group members, forced me to sing solo. But I gave them another idea, ACTING! and yeah, i won. We acted! It was AWESOME! ;p 
• 3rd day and half: Selection of posts. who's gonna be this and that. believe it or not. I was elected as the President. HA! I fell silent when they chose me. but yeah,, it was fine in the end. =) 
• 4th day: We went to Kpg Pudak! Had a challenging hike! learnt how to "anyam", ate a traditional food, know the village, met anak angkat pudak! one guy thought me a new poco-poco, in return I thought him my style of poco-poco. It was one heck of a day! 
• In the end: We became close. We became family! =D Love 'em. really miss those times! 

-Adv Club juniors (which is us) held a BBQ party at Pantai Muara. it was supposed to be for our seniors. But nyehhh,, too bad.. No seniors came =p We were there early morning (6am) till in the afternoon. Our plan backfired. So I called durang Azli. They came! Love viva5a (my brother's circle). I was so grateful to them people; Azli, Haadi, Fateen, Mel, Zurah, Zati. =D

-Went to Gunung Kinabalu; strawberry farm and clouds! then, to Kota Kinabalu, shopping, watched Avatar (BIG CINEMA), swimming, and a safari~! there were tigers, elephants, hornbills, much moreee....*Went there with my family =)

-The usual yearly family event. Keluarga Besar Pg Hj Ahmad. At the usual place, Asma Hotel. Our family, PHT, made a dance performance. It was AWESOME. we just NAILED it!

-last year, celebrated at Lumut then went to Rimba =D 

Jan 2010:

-School =D 

• MPs managed the assembly of students. it was hectic! I even have to raise my voice. Macamm apaa?
• Briefing from the principal and tutors. 
• My bio block 1 was seperated. And now, my biology is in block 5. 
  

-Planned juniors orientation, MP work.

-Nervous! AS' level results!!!!! Not out yet =.= 

-Adv Club planned Appreciation dinner for the senior AJKs. 

-Lot of outings in finding the place.

Feb 2010:

-PTEM Open Day! Adventure held food sale at the canteen area! Ato ya~! Aku bekraja ngan the guys buat POP ICE! Hahahahahaah!! 

-MPs, PRS and Adventure Club joins National Day!

-AS results out by the end of feb; i got b for maths, c for chem, d for biology and b for GP. So, DEVASTATED T^T.  I have to work hard! Re-sit maths chem bio during June. 

-MPs busy again! Lower 6 admission, sale day and stuffs. 

-20th Feb, Appreciation Dinner!! It was kelam kabut at first, but it went well after that =D I sang a duet with my beloved brother, Azri Ar ;D Lights were off, Candles lit. What a night! 

-Drama....T^T

March 2010:

-Lower 6 enters PTEM. 

-Orientation initiates! busy busy busy MPs! 

-Wakil sekolah Nasyid.

-CCA Registration day in the afternoon! That day, it was FUN promoting Adventure Club. Shouting here and there. hahaha! good times good times. ;D

-Try-out the interschool badminton tournament. Got in. =) 

-Try-out for sports day; Shot putt, Javelin and Discus. Got in Javelin only ;p

-Got a letter concerning about RIPAS Attachment 1-week rotation xDD 

-1st term 10 days holiday:

• 19th- Hiking early morning at Tasek Lama. 
• 20th-Hiking early morning at Tasek Lama with Adventure Club and our super seniors, Abg Ariffin (Not my father) and Abg Syahmi. 
• 21st- Family Sukan Ria PHT/R at Serasa (usulina's place). the whole day! 
• 22nd-RIPAS Attachment start. Guess what? We were supposed to meet at 9.30am, and I arrived at 8.00am! Semangat! Hahahahahaha! During the afternoon, my group consists of 5 people including me, were assigned to Accident&Emergency department. We were briefed by Dr. Hj. Imran. got home at 6pm.
• 23rd-Afternoon, got to see the Radiology and Pharmacy department. =) 
• 24th- The tiring day. =_=" In the morning, all 15 people were there, we get to see physiotherapy, occupational therapy, speech therapy and audiology. In the afternoon, we went to the Dental near Berakas old airport. Cool stuffs! 
• 25th- Early morn', went to Child Development Centre at Kiarong. I can see TOYS! =DD We had fun there. We played with the kids. And got brief by a paedeatric (sp?) and a speech therapist. In the afternoon, we went to the RIMBA Health Centre and Dialysis. Cool place ;D 
• 26th- No attachment. So we went to the usual Friday visit at Kubah Makam Di-Raja, visiting my family members who have passed away, most importantly my sister Maisarah, my grandfather Pg Hj Tengah, my great grandfather Pg Hj Matserrudin and my aunt Pg Fatnah. =) 
• 27th- THE MOST MEMORABLE DAY. My attachment with my group (Kamal, Zawanah, Iman, Sarah and Me), in the General Surgery department! We were told to change into a surgeon's attire from top to bottom. Then, we get to see real live surgery! I saw a total of 6 patients undergoing surgery. time frame: 8am-1pm. I LOVE MY ATTACHMENT <3 
• 28th- LAST HOLIDAY! Tepuruk di rumah all day! Homeworks!! 

-27th there's a Cleaning Campaign at PTEM, Adventure Club, but I can't join them, I got attachment.
-Back to school~ seeing my friends smile made me smile! =) 

-30th March; First CCA for our lower 6 members! Adventure Club people! It was GREAT~! I was nervous at first, but yeah the CCA went well all the way =D Hope for the next CCA =D 

-Kena ceramahi balik2: Zureen manage your time, revise always, balance your study with your activities. Thank you =) 

-31st March; I got Energy Club. We watered the plants that they planted on 25th March. =) And we made a surprise party for QANZUL. Abis ea kana attack with waterballoons! Such a fun day! 

Pheww.....That was a LOT! I think that's all for now =) I'm out! 

Salam. 

New Blog~

I haven't update my other blog, so I decided to make a new one. How clever am I? Hahahah! 

Assalammualaikum and hello! 

Welcome to my new-born blog. created in March. Managed by the one and only Zureen Ariffin =) Why create a blog? 'cause I would like to share all my experiences, emotions and dilemmas here. Its like talking to my inner soul. In a way, helps me calm myself down a little. and it will be more than enough for me. 

And yeah, I don't really like using curse words when I do some writing. So, my blog is perfectly clean =D To the people who "passed" through my blog, welcome! hope you'll like it! 

Well, a blog can be of any kinds right? So don't judge my blog's contents if you don't know me that well. alright? Peace!